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In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Brain Power.”

Let’s assume we do, in fact, use only 10% of our brain. If you could unlock the remaining 90%, what would you do with it?

Hey guys, I’m back hahah. How have you all been? It’s Friday TGIF haha

It would really be so awesome if I would be able to unlock the full potential of my brain haha think of all the things I can learn, all the things I would finally be able to understand. Dang, the first thing I would do is to finally get one semester of perfect GPA. And seriously that would make me happy for the rest of the year haha. And also with that I would wanna finally learn French properly, for so long I’ve just been dabbling with. And I guess that’s pretty much all cos I know I would wanna learn every single thing I am able to learn and read everything I can all the while helping people haha

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Jun

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All The Bright Places Review

Theodore Finch is fascinated by death, and he constantly thinks of ways he might kill himself. But each time, something good, no matter how small, stops him.

Violet Markey lives for the future, counting the days until graduation, when she can escape her Indiana town and her aching grief in the wake of her sister’s recent death.

When Finch and Violet meet on the ledge of the bell tower at school, it’s unclear who saves whom. And when they pair up on a project to discover the “natural wonders” of their state, both Finch and Violet make more important discoveries: It’s only with Violet that Finch can be himself—a weird, funny, live-out-loud guy who’s not such a freak after all. And it’s only with Finch that Violet can forget to count away the days and start living them. But as Violet’s world grows, Finch’s begins to shrink.

Heyy guys, that above is gotten from goodreads abt the book. So yea, gonna be writing what I felt abt the book.

I got drawn to this book first because of its suicide theme, there are not many out there that will even write about it. Suicide is like kinda of a dark serious kind of theme not many want to talk about.

This book also reminds me of The Fault In Our Stars. Suicide to cancer and Violet and Finch to Hazel and Augustus. The story to me is really bittersweet. I totally can relate to Finch fascinations with death as I myself am fascinated by it haha. At the same time, I can also relate to grief due to a loss of a loved one. Throughout this book, there are parts where I teared and also smiled a lot to myself at how sweet it was haha.Though the ending was kinda sad for me.

And I know this review aint that good hahha. Been awhile since I wrote a proper review. And remember guess visit that website haha http://namelesssoul.bestpricedealsonline.com

Jun

Fear Factor

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Fear Factor.”

Fear Factor

People are afraid of all kinds of things: spiders, the dark, or being enclosed in small spaces. Tell us about your greatest fear — rational or irrational.

Hey guys, Sorry I didn’t write for so long. I kinda lost my account I forgot my username and stuff haha. It’s not an excuse but yea I’m back again. namelesssoul.bestpricedealsonline.com

So fear, it is an unpleasant emotion caused by the threat of danger, pain, or harm. And before telling you abt my fear/phobia, let’s see what are some of the common type of things people are scared of, well some common ones are spiders, confined spaces, flying, heights.

For me, I’m afraid of bodies of waters like the swimming pool, the sea, a lake and stuff like that. I think the reason why I’m so scared of all these is from an experience I had when I was younger during a swimming lesson. I nearly drowned during a swimming lesson, its so weird that I can nearly drown even though it is a private lesson with me as the only student and that was my first lesson. After that, I’ll start crying whenever I go near the pool and I was already 10 then. Imagine a 10 year old bawling while standing next to the pool not daring to even step foot inside it and yet the same 10 year old can go for a flying fox ride across Sentosa without even crying and begging her parents to let her go on again.

Till this day, I still get panicky just hearing that my friends want to go to the pool or to the beach. But as long as I have a life vest on, I would go kayaking with my friends after they spend a few hours trying to convince me to go and another few minutes trying to calm me down when we are standing by the sea. Haha kinda weird isn’t it? I love to kayak but I am afraid of large/open bodies of water haha.

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Jun

Fireside Chat

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Fireside Chat.”

Fireside Chat

What person whom you don’t know very well in real life — it could be a blogger whose writing you enjoy, a friend you just recently made, etc. — would you like to have over for a long chat in which they tell you their life story?

Heyyyyy, I know I’ve been a pretty sucky and terribly person and blogger and whatever else. I didn’t update again. Haizzzz.

Mehhh I’ll talk alittle abt what happened later, let me respond to the daily post first hahha. There is really alot of people I wanna get to know better. Like maybe my that guy friend FW, even though I’ve known him for awhile, our conversations hardly ever go to our personal life and even if we go there it is just superficial stuff. Another few people are my classmates whom I am gonna do my Final Year Project (fyp) with starting end April. It would really benefit the project in general if I knew them even more than what I already know now. I mean knowing them better would improve the chemistry in the team and the overall communications which would make it so much easier to resolve conflicts and get cooperation. So yeaps, I guess I can’t choose just one cos I wanna know these people alot better than I do now.

So regarding other stuff… I feel like just saying let’s not talk about it but sighs…. I still have to get over it don’t I? This guy I like and knows I like him, has a gf already. And I let it affect me just abit too freaking much. It totally feels like I am going through a break up or something equally devastating haiz… and somemore, I already in my heart knew we can’t be together cos we are from 2 different worlds and I’m just not good enough for him. I guess I’ll never be too. F it lar. Why am I letting these kind of things affect me so much. Why am I so dumb. Haiz…… And adding on to that, I found out like on Tuesday night, and I have 2 freaking important test the next morning, and I let this thing affect me so much that I know I under-performed for both. Urghhh….

And in response to one comment I got from someone that said I’m seeking attention. I would just like to say that if you feel that I’m seeking attention it’s just a way of looking at stuff I’ve written. All I’ve really been doing on this blog is reply those daily post and talk abt my own life. I know I whine alot when it comes to my own personal life but can any of you out there say that you do not whine or even complain? I’m not seeking attention. All I want to just to be able to rant alittle. And seriously, I do not get a chance to rant cos everything in my life now is just they, them and themselves. Not about me…

“A real conversation always contains an invitation. You are inviting another person to reveal herself or himself to you, to tell you who they are or what they want.” ~ David Whyte

Jun

I Got Skills

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “I Got Skills.”

I Got Skills

If you could choose to be a master (or mistress) of any skill in the world, which skill would you pick?

Hey guys:) Today’s prompt is easy to answer for me cos I thought about this before hahah. So the skill I want to master is the skill of reading people. Like understanding what they are feeling and all the stuff that can potentially save you or just make you more successful in life. I mean once you start knowing what people are feeling and stuff, you would instantly know how to get to them, how to get them to listen to you without forcing them to. Once someone masters this skill, there will be alot of freaking opportunities for them whether they see it or not.

For me, I really need this skill in school man. I’m still in school and if I know how to read people, I can easily get the help I need in my studies and also be able to get the perfect kind of people for class projects if we get to pick on our own. I am already in polytechnic, and you have no freaking idea how political things can get in lectures, tutorials and even with friends. Mastering the skill of reading people would help me navigate this f-ed up world of politics slightly easier. Seriously dealing with all these daily will kill anyone let alone a 18 year old. I’m just keeping my frenemies and enemies close to me so at least they would tell me stuff and I’ll just take it with a pinch of salt and I already kinda know what they are gonna do about something. But yea, it’s too tiring trying to keep track of what he said and did after telling me something. Cos another one will come along and say some other stuff. But that’s life. If you can’t handle it, get out of it then. No way out though.

Yeaps, that’s all guys. Freaking tired and aching all over. See ya hopefully tmr?

“A woman with organizing skills can run a construction company without ever picking up a hammer and nail.” ~ Warren Farrell

Jun

Oasis

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Oasis.”

Oasis

A sanctuary is a place you can escape to, to catch your breath and remember who you are. Write about the place you go to when everything is a bit too much.

Hey guys I’m so sorry I stopped blogging for like so long. I really wasn’t taking care of myself at all these few weeks so it was fever on and off and I still had to go to school so once I’m home I just knocked out once I took a shower and alittle food.

So for me I don’t have a physical place haha. It’s just my mind. All in the brains yo hahaha. That is really the only place I can escape to. An escape from the reality. And really, there isn’t a time where everything isn’t too much. Everything is always too much for me. In your mind, it is up to your imagination as to where you wanna go right? You can have all the time in the world there, there isn’t a need to have to return cos with a snap of your finger you’ll be back in this crude reality. Anyways, I feel the meds drowsy effect kicking in so nights guys. And really sorry and also no guarantee I’ll get better cos I really don’t feel like getting better. I like this numbness.

“The mind is not a book, to be opened at will and examined at leisure” ~ Severus Snape

P.S. I really like him hahah 🙂

Jun

First!

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “First!.”

First!

Tell us about your first day at something — your first day of school, first day of work, first day living on your own, first day blogging, first day as a parent, whatever.

Hey guys, so the first i’m gonna talk about isn’t a first day, it’s just a first time haha. It’s about the first time I went anywhere on my own haha. Frankly speaking, I am never the person you’ll see on the streets wandering around alone window shopping or whatever. Whenever I’m out, I’m always out with someone be it my friends or family members. I might be see standing around using my phone waiting my friends, that’s the only time I’ll be alone I guess. Seriously, I hate being alone. It is like this insecure feeling when I’m not with my friends when I’m outside. I dunno why I feel this I mean there are people who are totally fine being outside shopping or walking alone, I will never be that person even when I am like 40 over hahah kinda pathetic isn’t it?

So yea, the first time I was out alone. It was seriously nerve wrecking. Nothing much happened but yea it’s just freaking nerve wrecking. That day, I just woke up and on the way to school I decided to not go cos I wasn’t in the mood for a full day of dealing with crappy people and just crap in general and I also did not want to go home. My mum was home that day, so I usually go out of my way to avoid spending time with her, I just hate it when she is home. Most of the screaming and nagging comes from her so it is pretty obvious that I would not wanna go home if I ditch school right? So I went wandering around a mall near my place. It’s an eco mall and have quite a few tuition centers and no freaking popular or a proper stationery store. I was just wandering around and then went to coffee bean and sat there writing random crap in my notebook and only left there when it is 4.30pm and I’ve been there for like 3hr plus, I was freezing like some kid thrown in to the North Pole with just a Tshirt and a pair of jeans. I am freaking weak against the cold. 20 degrees Celsius is already a temperature where I have to zip up my jacket and sit on my hands to keep warm hahah. So yea, this first experience being out alone is pretty sucky. And I get bothered very easily when someone stare at me for too long I get paranoid and start thinking is there something on my face or was I acting too weird for the public to handle hahah. So this experience pretty much made me 110% sure that I’ll never go anywhere to get anything alone other than just opposite my house to get a drink or some snacks. That is the max I’m going and this would pretty much kill me in the later part of my life but meh… I’ll just wait for that time to come and then die 🙂 nothing too difficult. So yeaps bye guys

“Whenever a thing is done for the first time, it releases a little demon.” ~ Emily Dickinson

Jun